“If you want to see the super, you have got to do the natural.”-Mark Batterson The above quote really struck me hard this morning during my morning devotions. There are so many things that I pray about and am believing God for, but what am I doing in the natural? Sometimes it’s easier to say... Continue Reading →
Can Someone Please Clear The Trail?
Yesterday, Kasey and I went for a quick mountain bike ride after work. I was excited to go on the ride because I have not had a chance the past couple of weeks to go. One thing I did not count on was that the trails were almost unrecognizable because of all the leaves that... Continue Reading →
Wrestling With God
This morning in my devotions and prayer, something came out of my mouth that stunned me and actually kind of made me a little afraid. Yet, I repeated it again. I told God that I would like to wrestle him like Jacob did. I have been so frustrated lately in my walk with God because... Continue Reading →
Struggling with Guilt
I am really struggling inside with how to divide my time between things I want to do, and the things that I need to do. Back in the day when I did not work full time, it wasn't hard to lay out a plan of action, but now that I work full time with an... Continue Reading →
Nothing Can Prepare You for Losing a Loved One
Even though you know death is approaching, nothing ever can prepare you for when it comes. I am thankful for the peace and love of God during these times.On August 7, we lost a great matriarch of our family, Verna Lee Edwards, my granny. I have always known that I come from a strong line... Continue Reading →
Unanswered Questions
This morning as I lay in bed trying so hard to go back to sleep, (because I know I need it) all I could feel was the pain in my stomach. All I could see in my mind was a big ball of yarn in multiple colors that was knotted together with no end, and […]
Waiting Feels So Wrong
I often do not know how to start out any post I write, and this one is no different. Well, actually, it is different. It is different because it is about my granny. My grandmother, or "granny," as we call her, has been given days to live and I am sitting here in the room... Continue Reading →
Is that YOU God?
The other day as I was contemplating my struggle with choosing the right things to eat, and eating way too much sugar, I started talking to God about it...again. Only this time when I was complaining about myself to Him again, I heard something way down deep inside of me, and I decided to really listen. My conversation kinda went... Continue Reading →
There Will Always Be Excuses
Have you ever wondered if anyone really cares about your journey to gain better health and lose weight? I have been wondering about that a lot lately. Since March of this year, I haven’t been doing the greatest when it comes to eating right. I have kept up my workouts and I am staying active... Continue Reading →