This morning as I lay in bed trying so hard to go back to sleep, (because I know I need it) all I could feel was the pain in my stomach. All I could see in my mind was a big ball of yarn in multiple colors that was knotted together with no end, and […]
Waiting Feels So Wrong
I often do not know how to start out any post I write, and this one is no different. Well, actually, it is different. It is different because it is about my granny. My grandmother, or "granny," as we call her, has been given days to live and I am sitting here in the room... Continue Reading →
I Have to Trust My Journey
I originally posted this to my Weight Watchers group, but I decided to go ahead and post it here too. After all, it is about my journey. I have to admit, this weight loss journey has been a never-ending journey for me. Sometimes I get so mad when I don't see the results that I... Continue Reading →
Is that YOU God?
The other day as I was contemplating my struggle with choosing the right things to eat, and eating way too much sugar, I started talking to God about it...again. Only this time when I was complaining about myself to Him again, I heard something way down deep inside of me, and I decided to really listen. My conversation kinda went... Continue Reading →
Yesterday I went mountain biking and I made a big mistake! Now that the park is closing earlier, we were not able to park where we sometimes do at the trail head. We only had an hour to ride, so we decided to park at the bottom and take the connector trail up to the... Continue Reading →
A Lesson Learned
Lately, I have been thinking about a time when I saw this flower that had been uprooted out of the ground, but yet it was still blooming. As I looked at the flower, I began wondering how it still looked alive, but yet had no way to grow and continue in life. I remember that... Continue Reading →
Do I Binge Eat?
I have been way off track in my eating habits lately. Why is it that I can be going along and doing so well, then BAM! KAPOW! I am eating sweet things like there is no tomorrow. It’s like, I know it starts happening but I don’t stop it. Is this binge eating? I have... Continue Reading →
This actually wasn't meant to be a blog post. I was starting a letter to someone, but it went in another direction. There is a question that has been on my mind a lot lately. One that I have been asking myself, and the Lord. I can’t seem to get an answer, or if I... Continue Reading →
Trying To Find Balance
I'm still trying to figure out how to do everything that I feel I need to do, and want to do during this part of my journey in life. Do you ever wonder how everyone seems to have it together, but you? I see people posting on Instagram and Facebook everything they do, and it... Continue Reading →
The past couple of months have been terrible for me in regards to my eating habits, and my workouts. I had to work the graveyard shift at work, so my whole balance of life was thrown off for a month. At first I thought it would be great, because I had imagined that I would... Continue Reading →